First of all, I would have posted this on twitter, but the it's too long; if I cut it sentence by sentence, it's gonna flood the feeds.
I may not have mentioned before how dramatic and traumatic my past relationship was-- so here. It was my first. It turned out, after 4 years of loving, hoping, and courting, I was the only one in love. I had put out so much, because I didn't know yet what love and loving meant back then. There was a point that I asked myself, is this how love feels?
It has been 3 years and a half since then. Although the length of time, I'm still scared. Still scared that it might happen again. All this time, I've been waiting for someone to come along to finally convince me that there is actually someone out there. Someone who's worth taking the risk for. Someone who, although I know is too good for me, will love me back.
I think I may have finally found her. For me, it's not all abt the looks. Of course, you've got to have it, but after that, there has to be more. She has to have a great personality, talents, and intelligence. And all of those may just be in this girl. She can sing, dance and act. She's very pretty. And I think she's smart too, but I have yet to find out though. She's really funny and charming. And I can't stop thinking about her.
I think she just might be the one to make me believe that it's worth the risk, and that she won't be like my past. Although what I experienced before wasn't pleasant, I'm still thankful for it. At ,east, then, i had learned how it felt to love, and how one wold want to be loved in return. So yes, I might just give this a chance. I'm giving it another chance.
I may not have mentioned before how dramatic and traumatic my past relationship was-- so here. It was my first. It turned out, after 4 years of loving, hoping, and courting, I was the only one in love. I had put out so much, because I didn't know yet what love and loving meant back then. There was a point that I asked myself, is this how love feels?
It has been 3 years and a half since then. Although the length of time, I'm still scared. Still scared that it might happen again. All this time, I've been waiting for someone to come along to finally convince me that there is actually someone out there. Someone who's worth taking the risk for. Someone who, although I know is too good for me, will love me back.
I think I may have finally found her. For me, it's not all abt the looks. Of course, you've got to have it, but after that, there has to be more. She has to have a great personality, talents, and intelligence. And all of those may just be in this girl. She can sing, dance and act. She's very pretty. And I think she's smart too, but I have yet to find out though. She's really funny and charming. And I can't stop thinking about her.
I think she just might be the one to make me believe that it's worth the risk, and that she won't be like my past. Although what I experienced before wasn't pleasant, I'm still thankful for it. At ,east, then, i had learned how it felt to love, and how one wold want to be loved in return. So yes, I might just give this a chance. I'm giving it another chance.
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