Fvck Seriously?

How awesome?

You have the nerve to get mad at me? I can't even begin to understand what the hell it is that goes on in your mind.

First you get mad at me for doing something that you did to me as well not too long ago. And then you go keep posting about it?

You say that you don't want to talk about it yet, but it's the only thing you can talk about online. How cowardice.

Seriously? You say that maybe you should expect less from me? It is I that should expect less from you.

Thank you for understanding me.

I can never tell you enough how much you make such small things into these big situations.

Back then I thought you could be my best friend, my brother, and that no matter what I do or think, I could confide in you.

I thought you were the only person I could talk to about anything. Without being judged.

But now, because you know I'd apologize for anything for the sake of being in good terms with you, you treat me like crap.

What if I treated you like I didn't care? I don't think you'd feel to easy about getting mad at me about anything cuz you'd be worried I wouldn't forgive you.

What if I start to do that? Maybe that's exactly what I'll do. I've had enough.

I don't understand how you can stand to see me like this. Speaks so much of what you think of me.

I keep telling you how fighting is stupid, and that at some point it has to end. That's the reason why we should end fights right away.

That is unless we are not going to end up patching things up.

You keep on prolonging it and saying that I should wait until you're ready to talk. What if by that time, I don't want to talk anymore?

I'm getting tired of this. This keeps on happening again and again. I see how much value you have for me.

This is beat. Fuck this. I want a break from all these. Illness isn't a fucking valid excuse.