Hello, readers. I'm surprised I have nearly a hundred views. Thank
you everyone! I'm assuming none of you are regular readers, just some random
reader who happened to get caught onto my tags. But if you actually are, then
thank you! I really appreciate it. Maybe you're halfway around the world and I
wont even know.
Right now, I'm feeling quite hallow. I don't know why. Nothing's
wrong. My friends are around me. My family is complete. We're financially
stable. I am doing well with my studies. But something is missing. I just don't
understand what. From hindsight, where I am now is fantastic. I guess it's just
been all routinary.
I haven't felt like this since high school. Maybe this is just the
meds, but albeit, it has led me to my sentiments. This had me thinking, maybe
it's time I found her. But I just can't. It's so hard. I always have this hope
that I will find her one day, that everything will feel right. That everything
I've been expecting will be present in this woman. And all my idealistic dreams
will be fulfilled, my foolish hopeless romantic dreams. That I find her in the
midst of my regular everyday routine, that the perfect weather, cold wind and
sun, just fits the occasion while the sun rays are perfectly beaming behind
her. I meet her somehow, and I ask her out for coffee. Once in the cafe, we sit
in the outdoors tables and just have the time of our lives, laughing at
everything and finding that we share the same vision for life. Then, we would
be realizing that we would be stupid to let each other go. My friends will have
high regard and approval of her, and her's the same.
But... no. I'm still here. I'll be waiting. :)
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